surprise, surprise!!!

like i said before i never am a  writer…i just do not have the friggin talent or skill, it’s not ascribed and neither will it be achieved in this lifetime or the next that is why i am forever jealous of people who CAN write. i have been criticized by a few friends for being so uncreative and bland in my blog…i am not complaining.it’s a plain and simple truth. i opened my account yesterday and i felt excited and tensed at the same time . surprise, surprise! someone i know and am good friends with ( at least in my perspective that’s the case) posted comments on my last entry. this person is someone whose writing  i enjoy reading. so much can be learned from his eloquence and the richness of emotion  has always been a key element to his pieces, short or long. he’s one of those few people i’d be caught green with envy insofar as this department is concerned. i was uber happy he could be in my friends’ list ( subject to his approval, the invite has just been sent ) but i could not help feeling embarrassed. he’d read this and all other entries and he’d see how a neophyte i am when it comes to this. neophyte does not even apply to me because the word presupposes i’d move to the next level which is hardly the case. i’m no work in progress. it’s so sad. my consolation however is the fact that these people i respect so much and whose writing i respect so much are my friends ( i smell dillusion of grandeur!!!) and are good people they accept my limitation…how can i complain?

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