for three days until yesterday i was cussing. yeah it’s not me to do that really save for some S***s and well S***s every once in awhile which by the way i’m trying hard to flush out of my system.that three days was unbelievably flooded with S***s, and sighs. why? the last week was a crazy week for me. it’s my finals week.on the one hand i’m glad there were no exams but the term requirements were killing me. i couldn’t put things together for my paper with just the books i read, i needed to use the internet. in a day i’d rush to an internet shop for an average of 3 times ( duh, i  put on a jacket at 11:30 pm hunting for an internet cafe for God knows how many times…times like these i swear a pc at home without net connection is uber useless ). but that ain’t so bad, in fact i love the pressure…what got me cussing was that when i was expecting money to come in because of all these requirements i have to spend so much for , there was none. usually a week before pay day, my resources are really, really depleting. a day before the pay day i’m talking about pennyless baby. the last week because of quite an unbearable expenses, 3 days before payday i’m completely broke. i usually don’t worry because the eve before payday i already get paid BUT on the 29th of august something terrible happened.i , the most hopeful, anticipating person on earth that night rushed to the nearest ATM to check. Holly goacamoule! nothing! i was texting a friend asking why there isn’t any money in my atm, she said " it’s a new policy, they’ll release sweldo on the day mismo". i waws like" hah, isn’t that arbitrary?" i mean like we’ve been used to the old ( favorable ) policy. so the usual me kept on complaining and complaining and you know how one could be sort of illogical when she’s hungry and only lives by the noodles her sister sent her ( the noodles are divine…nothing i can find in supermarkets here hehehe. maggi curry foerever. i wonder if they get in our little, beautiful romantic city legally ). going back, i was ranting continuously " what’s in it for them to delay the pay?" no one could answer me ( my housemates weren’t home yet when i was asking, so technically i got no answers ). was i happy when the genius joey finally came home at 10:30 pm. i said "joe i have no sweldo", he went "what? maybe tomorrow" i told him about the new policy and asked my eternal question. he said " ruth there’s a lot for them to release it on the day…." he went explaining to me how one day means hundreds and hundreds of thousands for big companies. i’m sure it wasn’t so complicated when he explained to me the process,but i choose not to explain it here. i’m no joe who could make you understand it. the point is after that, i calmed down…i thought well they’re justified, it meant additional income for the school.i’m sure that could cover tuition fees of one class of education students…but i’m still eating noodles i suspect i’m beginning to stink like an indian.

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