bulaw

perhaps this is the year that i have the most number of organizers. i keep 3 cheapipay small notebooks where i list the things i need to accomplish for the day, the things i need to purchase, people i need to meet etc. etc. given the my enthusiasm about getting organized on paper, it should follow that i am productive and accoplished everyday of the week. you guessed right. i am not. how sorely disappointing. no amount of consoling myself with the usual crappy ‘it’s-ok-organizers-are-constricting’ line can make me feel better.

so yes, lately i’ve been blue. not just because i frustrate myself for not being able to cope with my scheduled activities but some huge decision i’ve made has somehow retarded my carefully mapped out future. i got sidetracked by this whole proactive bullshit i engaged myself into. i can’t quit now. there’s progress to what i’m doing although uber slow…yes very slow and i’m losing patience. if only i can court time to suit the weird pattern of my daily life. shoot i don’t even know where this one’s going. ciao!

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