fireball

amazing how a negative emotion can provide an impetus for a potentially exciting state.

i feel like a nuclear energy. suddenly my mind and my body ache for some action. they wanna be intensely used as if indicating my daily routine speaks of lethargy.believe me it’s not. lethargy and ruth don’t mix.my daily schedule is cramped. perhaps i’m just so bored even when i’m upto my neck in activities ( ehem…reading…trying to be bright…it’s so darn hard though ). Seriously i can’t seem to stand the monotony any longer. so i’m thinking :

1. i’d buy a new guitar. i’ve not played in ages and i sort of miss it. who knows i make it to big time ala barbie almalbis

2. i’d learn a new sport. rowing is attractive. i wonder if joey my shrink minds if i hitch at his rowing practice.

3. i’d learn creative writing to spare my friends who read my blog from utter lack of creativity in here ( but then i might lose the spontaneity characteristic of me and this blog ). what a trade-off.

4. i’d buy a new cam and pursue photography like i’ve always wanted. all for the hobby. i take pretty decent shots some people think is on the way to being a pro ( yes chu i got those comments in my photoblog ).

5. i’d resume my solo-once-a-month-out-of-town-escapade. there’s this sense of tranquility taking trips alone. it frees the mind. i miss this.i’ve not done this in almost 4 months.

6. i’d start painting. i read that, to be truly a lady, one must know how to paint haha. i can’t believe i believe this crap. i bought paraphernalia ages ago but i never really got me started.

7. i’d write a manuscript for a textbook ( ambitious!!!at least it needs no creativity.just plain, straightforward substance). i mean there are so many textbooks that are super badly written. seriously i don’t understand why they get published. i’ll write about the books i just bought next time.

and so much more. and then i realized, i only have 24 hours a day. how and where to insert these i don’t know but i’m sure to do some of these if only to maintain my sanity.

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