word vomit
recently i’ve noticed i talk so freely of things about me or things that concern me to a lot of my friends. i don’t want to think that it bothers me, rather it surprises me that i have become this open. i’m quite selective of things i share and which friend i am sharing what. is this what cady heron says " word vomit" ? saying whatever uncontrollably. once i start i can’t stop.
also because i keep noticing this sudden change, this piece of info i read a hundred years ago keep bugging me. that info said smart women keep secrets. for some odd reason i am associating this to my "word vomit" syndrome. i feel that i am becoming moronic by the day for talking too freely about me.
should i or should i not bounce back to the old self?
or is status quo the better condition?
the thing is i’m not comfortable with this change…infact i am not comfortable with a lot of changes that have been drastically happening to me. they kind of freak me out big time.
or maybe joey’s right in saying i subject almost all things to rationalization. even things that aren’t supposed to be rationalized i subject to this crazy process i’ve been so comfortable doing.
times like this i miss jeni…she can so handle me.
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hey,
don’t put too much pressure on yourself okay? it is good to learn from our experiences sometimes…we are not getting any younger ruth… we need to grow… and learning from our experiences is part of that process of growing up.
he he:) hope that make sense
love yah,
emee:)
emee hugs!!!
so grow up, ruth. grow up! now na. hehe (secretive kc ako, none word vomit:)
Whatever decision you will make, you will simply rationalize it.
On a positive note…mabenta el blog si muchu bagon! I think niel will agree on that note.
Ruthie, this calls for a YM session. hehehe. Miss you too.
ellery:
korek doy!
kansaw kasi le se mga blogs tan post kansyon or tan kwento about pulitika or kunese mga artista.. hihihi poreso post more bagons. kay i’m sure.. many hente kere le mga stuffs tan fall under the topics you post about. =)